2 more days and ill be on my way back to philly. ft knox was cool. a crazy storm is going on right now. im not gonna lie, but im a lil scared. the thunder is so loud its shaking the building. lightening is so close, it completely lights up my room. random things going around in my head. too many thoughts for one person to handle. none of them connect to another. some of these thoughts:
gay marriage!!!!! woo hoo! everybody deserves the same rights!!! then i think of all the cool, fab, gay weddings i will be attending in the future. what to wear? what to wear?
NFL player, Hernandez, goes to jail for murder. WTF!!! NFL players are the dumbest criminals on earth. so stupid. 900 witnesses. he dumped the body like a block away from his house. before he killed him, he bitched about him to people. fucking genius.
Crazy Texas tryin to make abortion even harder to get. some bad ass peeps and one lil lady foiled that plan. for now anyway.
i cant stop thinking about how much punishment i will get at work for being gone 2 weeks with a training and taking 3 days of leave when i get back. my one boss is a maniacal simpleton. he is very stupid, but evil. i guess its better than being evil and brilliant. he contributes nothing. he is a scammer. a gypsy. conned his way into this position like 100 before this one. and we have been stuck with his moron ass. his only power, is to ruin my day. sooooooo, my 1st day back should be a blast. even tho that is a week and a half away? i have mad anxiety. i cant shake it. but i have been working non stop for 14 months. i have had 4 days off since memorial day and ive been gone a lot. my personal life is suffering. i need tan feet and sandy seat. "gone surfing". do not disturb.
louisville is a dope town. i am a big fan. i could totally live here. the downtown, is swank with lots of museums, restaurants, riverfront, and fun. and check it. apartments are about $400-500!!!! what? no joke. i thought the waiter was lying to me,so i went on craigslist. he speaks the truth. i saw some cool shit. i want to see lots more. is it weird to vaca in louisville? im gonna do it. or maybe ill get a gig at ft knox. never know. i went to the Muhammad Ali museum (some others too) and today I won in an auction, on line, a poster size black n white photo of him. Fate. Dont know what im going to do with it. but eventually, it will find its place.
i cant stop looking at real estate. i have to buy something. i just dont know where. so ill look in philly, at the beach, up the mountains, in louisville, even in the suburbs. i cant stop, but i have no direction.
i have 2 more tests tomorrow. graduate friday. another accomplishment. my classmates are nice, but no one ill stay in touch with. normally when i go on a training, i always make a new bestie. not this time. i have gone to my room after class every day and surfed the web. not one fun person. no one is a dick, i certainly dont hate anyone. but i will forget them the second i leave.
i havent run in forever. im getting fatter by the second. this week of vaca coming up? all active all the time. i feel like a shit. i have no excuse. there is a full gym across the street. i just cant seem to get there. running, surfing, drunk-arexia. paradise.
storms over. i need to sleep.
