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Friday, May 24, 2013

I cant ever listen to "no"




I did a half marathon. told i could never run distance after an injury. not true. did it. boooooooom. my time was 2:12. not great. 10 min mile. came in 663 out of 1100+. i dont care about the time. i did it.
i was told "no" i couldnt be promoted even tho i more than earned it. army is over strength ed. no room for advancement. bullshit. dont tell me "no". i got my stripes after being a squeaky wheel. i will put in for my next promotion in Oct. you can try to tell me "no", but it wont work.
i have much bigger challenges now. challenges i will not speak of until there has been resolution. but "no" is not something that will stop me. i will fuck up some "no".

unrelated topic... nice yoga class no one wants to go to. I see on FB, the studio is almost begging people to take your class. they wont. youre creepy.


Monday, May 13, 2013

baby boy does the 21




What an amazing time celebrating Baby's 21st!!!!! Adventure courses, weapons range, spa treatments, steak house and a resort in the mountains. Having an adult child is the greatest thing. I love the relationship he has with the Boo too. Theyve always known each other. They have gotten really close recently. I love how they look at each other. Smiles. It melts my heart. They hang out without me. The 3 of us are friends. When we are going places, the question is "is the boy going"?

Next weekend he is coming with us to Maryland. I will be running my 1st half marathon in 8 years. I don't know if I'm ready for it. I don't really care. I'm not putting pressure on myself. Ill finish. Might not be running, but I'll finish. More excited about the trip. 30 soldiers doing it with me. I talked them into it.These 30 people are going to be so proud of themselves. Party in this small town on the water afterwards. Im gonna party for the 1st time with Army peeps. The best part is my fav Army friend who is coming from Ft Drum, just so we can hang together. I miss her. I cannot wait!!!!! Fuck the running part.

Monday, May 6, 2013

broad street run and whatnot




another thing off the bucket list!!! i finally ran the broad street run. 10 miles straight thru my city. 13 of us did it together. for some it was their first race ever. for a couple people, it was the first time they ever ran 10 miles! for one, a 54 yr old Master Sergeant, it was his 1st race and his first 10 miler. how about that???? amazing. it motivates me. he will also be doing the half marathon with us 11 days from now. doin the damn thing at 54. hard core bragging rights. luvs it.

i like the pains i have the day after. not the actual hurt, but the evidence of accomplishments. i accomplished more this weekend than most people do all month. i qualified with 2 weapons. most soldiers with my rank do not get that opportunity. it looks amazing on my military bio. M9 and M16 qualified! woo hoo! i was so nervous. if it was up to me, i would skip this part of training. but were soldiers. have to qualify or have a flag. no one wants a flag!!!! i am now considered "Special Staff". M9s are for officers. Me, having the greatest boss in the JAG office, who is also an expert marksman, walked me thru it and boom, qualified. i love that man. my army big brother. my protection. he's leaving me in a couple months. my life will get much harder without him in my corner. my entire army career up until now, he has been with me. he makes shit happen. keeps anyone from fucking with me, and introduces me to people who can help me get places. he pinned me at my promotion ceremony. an officer pinning enlisted is unheard of. in the normal order, he would not be in my chain of command. but there has been no one on the enlisted side who has done more for me than this man. it has been just the 2 of us for the last 2 1/2 years in the JAG office. we are the JAG for the command. me, the only paralegal in the Brigade, and he the only lawyer. It has been pretty badass. i was afforded the same privledges as him because he saw to it. it was also his first race, the Broad Street Run. also his first time in Philly. he said he ran the entire thing with a plastered smile on his face. he loved every minute of it. he thanked ME for talking him into doing it. he is still riding the high of the race and doing something cool. he'll do it again in 11 days with the rest of us. i cant wait. that is him and i in the pic. cheesin before the race started.

so much of life is a challenge. some challenges are by choice. like running a long distance. it was painful, but it was a choice. today when i saw that 54 yr old MSG, he was walking funny but smiling. his wife of 30 years and his kids had a cake and a small party waiting for him when he got home. the look on his face was priceless. did i mention he finished only a minute and a half after me? again, badass.

i am the unofficial/official, wether i like it or not, organizer of these things. i apparently motivate people into doing things they never thought of. in my past life, i probably motivated people to do things, but maybe not things they would be proud of. now, a lot of my time is spent rallying groups to venture out and kick some ass. after this half marathon? i need to find another event. one not just for runners, but a feel good, team building, bonding, bragging rights, kinda thing. maybe a big fund raiser for Wounded Warriors or Yellow Ribbon? Maybe climb a mountain, white water rafting. something cool where we can find the strength in our Battle Buddies in times where strength is something were lacking in that moment. an experience or memory of the extraordinary. i have 11 days before i have to start planning the next thing. one finish line at a time!!!!