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i love halloween. this year i went to a party in the delco burbs of a boy i dated for a pretty long time. we were never bf/gf. i think we kept going just so we wouldnt lose each other from our lives. we stayed friends. he now has found "the one". i think i like her even more than i like him. shes pretty awesome. they just moved into a huge house together. and they include me. i feel super lucky for that. i enjoy both of their company and i'm so happy for them. hes found everything he ever wanted in a woman. its nice to witness. even nicer that i didnt have to lose my friend and i gained a new one.i know ill be attending their wedding and wishing them a life time of happiness and meaning it. life is weird like that. some dudes i dated, are my good friends now. not a twinge of jealousy, only joy. but if she was an asshole, that would be a different story. i'm sure i wouldnt be apart of their lives, but then again, he wouldnt end up with an asshole. that's why were good friends. we've all been with people who didnt deserve us, people we're embarrassed to admit spending time with. i know im guilty of that. so is he. the only time we had a break in our friendship, is when he had someone in his life who was just awful. we didnt speak for a long time. i was actually hurt and confused as to why he was with her. but we all make bad choices when it comes to the opposite sex sometimes. have to do bad, so you know how to do good. im happy we met 7 years ago and happy where we are now. im lucky to have connections that last, and bonds that cant be broken. new connections that are surprising but wonderful. and a future that includes my favorite people.still recovering from the party, but my heart feels good. love. love .love. all around me. how lucky am i?