That was my costume. I recycled this one. I was this same thing about 13-14 yrs ago behind the bar at EGYPT Night Club on the Waterfront. I stole it from a NYC DJ who was wearing it that same night. because I have new,dope, bright, blue, Pumas and this was a completely different crowd, i figured why not? so check this BUZZKILL out! I give my friend a clue of "Winner, winner, CHICKEN dinner" and he guessed it right away! how was this possible? his waiter from the other night was being the exact same thing!!! WTF!!! It took 13-14 yrs, and it got to that dude. AND it looks like he had the idea 1st! i immediately contacted my gf, who i know has a pic of us all those years ago just to prove it. I put more of an effort into it the last time, but this way was fine.
the boo looked awesome in his batman snuggy. even more awesome, he can use it everyday, not just for holloween. but check out the gene simmons dude. his shoes were like a foot tall. we hung with that guy a lot, but we will never know who he is in real life. good times, good peeps, another holloween. feels like holloween 2011 was yesterday.
hurricane sandy about to hit us. i tend to not take this stuff seriously. i should, considering this is my job. schools closing, businesses shutting down, evacuations. maybe i should have some fear, but i dont. working from home the next couple of days. that makes me happy, considering i was to be on 12 days in a row. i get burnt out. especially because my boss is the biggest moron on the planet and i don't know how he walks and chews gum at the same time. or how he bullshit his way into this position. i really worry about the mission we are on. it is doomed with him "in charge". we let him believe that, as we work around him. he's a tard. enough on that.
going to LA for my birthday!!! woo hoo! 40 is a BIGGIE and i feel aweome and need to celebrate. when i lived in LA, i never got to do anything being saddled to the abusive clown. i never got to just be. the boo cannot get away in december, so i called my west coast bestie and set up a visit. im so excited. yoga, beach, nightlife, sunshine. i want to see just how far i can run on the beach path, visit a friend on the boardwalk, do things i could never do with the clown. i had free yoga and he made it as if even yoga class was sinister. he told his friend that i do yoga to look better for other men. accused me of the same. everything was suspect. it became pointless to do anything, go anywhere just to avoid the abuse.
my boo? says "have a great time. i'm sorry we can't go away together". he feels bad. i say we have a whole lifetime to celebrate. i understand. we can celebrate any ol way. with friends, just the two of us, on a beach or in his basement. i dont care. he is the main reason i feel so great. im happy. that is his gift to me and he worries that not enough. it is waaayyy more than enough. happiness? its new to me. he helped get me here. he keeps a smile on my face. makes me feel safe. cared for. loved. this again is new to me. so good. i do think he's a lil worried about me being out there and being tempted to do something. but i have no intention. why would i risk the best thing that ever happened to me for some dude that means nothing? i just want to hang with my crazy girlfriend and laugh. he knows that. but he knows my past and i can feel his anxiety. i cant let that stop me from living my life. as i have stated in previous posts, i can not sacrifice my wants to make someone else happy anymore. im not hurting anyone by visiting my friend. end of story.
ooooooohhhhhhh. the storm is getting good. time to hunker down with the dog, bon bons, reality tv, the internet and my man. xoxo
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